this is trouble some, no creative repositories nearby and the urge to write is coming through strong. fuck, nothing to write about just yet, but it always comes....

{damn caffeine}

can't tell the circus kids i'm tired of being the ringmaster after only a few shows,

{not talking metaphorically here}

can't tell them i'm too much of an egoist and need my creativity to speak of me and my immediate compatriots only, not someone else's ensemble of performers that i have no control over...

cirque is not my medium, and this saddens me greatly.

but i did get a bass drum out of it.

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i'm being paid $30 an hour to write this,

now i'm being paid $30 an hour to unwrap a lolly and eat it.

it costs just under $30 to by an apa referencing guide; it costs the same to send a palette of a many thousand of the self-same book anywhere along greg's route.

how very fine and absurd we all are

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