non-sunce

w/here to start.

i write in the cold, i write when i'm discomforted, i write when i really need to be doing something else. i very much need crisis to tip me into action. and i create crisis at every possible moment.

this is not necessarily conducive to healthy friend/relation/battle/ships.

i crave oblivion when others aren't around. and i find it in passive media, through lectures and,

see! there i went, clicked away from something i was engaging with purely because i feel alone in this space... this is why i make a poor long distance student. put me in a class room or a group of compatible people and you will get the best of me. leave me alone and i produce very little, if anything, without the promise of immolation/desertion/failure to sweep me to some small action. tis a grand thing that my artist friends need kindling to catch a fire. they are my saviours.